up and down
The week started uphill and then it went a lil down hill, then back up again. Oh well...It's been one of those weeks again. Miss moody negative me kept kicking in. No idea why, but I'm just glad that there are people around me who would try to understand me.
I remember at the start of the year, I was whining about how I miss you peeps because you peeps back home seem to be the only peeps who know me inside out. When I'm angry, when I'm down, when I'm feeling shit, you peeps would never fail to know how to react to my insane moodswings and crazy temper. But right now, I'm not going to whine anymore! I've found 2 angels who understand me. (: They've made life in Perth a lil better for me. Minerva and Tim! (:
Don't get me wrong my dearies back home, I'm still missing and loving you peeps! (:
Well, negative me kept kicking in because it's almost time for me to submit that darn uni application form. The thing is, out of the 16 preferences that I've put down, I seem to only have one which I REALLY wanna do. Which kinda sucks! With the results I've been getting lately, would I be able to make it? I sure hope so! I don't care if I end up in some shit course which I don't really wanna do, I just wanna make it to uni. BUT, if I do get into that particular course which I REALLY wanna do, I'll be thankful! Maths results are back, I'm back to below the 50 mark again. Which sucks! Bio's not any better. I may be improving, but I'm still below the 50 mark. I really wanna get my B for those 2 subs, but the thing is, it's pretty impossible, I would have to get like a percentage of 90 over for my mocks. Which is MAD! It sure sucks to see such disappointing results. It's 2 weeks to the mocks. If I don't do well, I'm screwed!
Enough about results eh? I'll just have to cross my fingers and toes now.
Let's talk about the upside of the the week! (: Tues after school was well spent! The sunny weather, the chilly wind, green grass, the playground with no kids and those words. I felt like a small kid all over again! (:
Wed night, I broke the news to mummy. Sheesh! My mummy's sure smart! She's totally cool with it, just that she warned me about some stuff which I knew right from the start that she would say those exact words. Either then that, I think I've got the coolest mum ever! Make that coolest parents ever! (:
As for yesterday, it was Uncle Cedric's b'day. A big b'day party indeed! And a pigging out day for me! Beef rendang, fish fish fish! curry puff, cheesecake, brownies and other yummilious food! Reject those food? No way! HA! such a pig! I know. Food makes me happy! Gosh, I'm starting to sound like a fat greedy pig!
Okey doks...I shall end here! This blog's getting boring! No one reads it anyway! besides the 2 Sams! Sheesh! Maybe I should consider shutting this blog down since I'm so darn lazy to update! Plus...this is kampong Perth! Nothing much happens here! Toodles then...
There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song I could sing
But I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? and where do we go?
And how come we're so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing its always better when we're together
[Chorus:]
MMM its always better when we're together
Look at the stars when we're together
Its always better when we're together
Yeah, its always better when we're together
And all of these moments
Just might find there way into my dreams tonight
But I know that theyll be gone
When the morning light sings
And brings new things
But tomorrow night you see
That theyll be gone too
Too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find there way
Into my day to day scene
Ill be under the impression
I was somewhere in between
With only two
Just me and you
Not so many things we got to do
Or places we got to be
We'll Sit beneath the mango tree
Its always better when we're together
Somewhere in between together
Its always better when we're together
Yeah, its always better when we're together
MMmmmm MMMmmmm Mmmmmm
I believe in memories
They look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
You look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is no time,
And there is no song I could sing
And there is no, combination of words I could say
But I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together.
CRYSTAL GABRIELLE ALEXIS KOH
4th feb'88
11 years of ij, murdoch college(Perth)