weird week
The week's been weird. But at the same time, good. Weird in the sense that my mind's been playing games with me again. I'm just so sick and tired these games. How I wish that I could just take that thought out, put it away and pick it up again someday when I'm more aware of what I'm feeling.
Well, I've got my uni application form. 12 preferences, 4 unis. Where to go? What to do? Biology conservation, Wildlife management? Sighs...mum's been asking to me to think real hard. I've got Biomed in mind too. But then again, I don't know. I've got about a month to think about it.
Oh yes...I played bball on fri. A real match! Yes...go on laugh. I actually played a bball match against another college. And my jersey number? Dern's old jersey number. FOUR! We won the match! 24-11! (: Want a pic of our really small team? Click on my friend's link Minerva. By the way... I played not because I wanted to, but because they didn't have enough players. Plus... I was feeling FAT!
As for today, I learnt something new! I LEARNT TO RIDE A BIKE! (: BICYCLE! 2 WHEELS! (:
My homestay's daughter Claire taught me how to ride. And I'm really impressed! First lesson and I'm already riding! I still need practice though. I fell a few times, got bruised, but I never did give up! I just kept on getting back onto the bike, and just paddled away! I went crashing into the fence and onto the ground. But the funniest accident, I banged into a pole and ended up hugging the pole as the bike fell over. Yes...go on laugh at me again! I'm a dangerous rider, I might just end up hugging any stranger on the road.
But oh well...I must say that I've learnt 2 things today, no matter how many bruises we get, physically or emotionally, we have to always pick ourselves up and just keep on going! (: impressed with what I just said guys? (:
Overall, I must say that the week has been a real good one. I feel motivated now. Term reports came out and I improved for all my subs! Especially Chem! From last term to this term, I improved by abt close to 10% for chem! As for the recent chem test that I took, I improved by 2%! Although I'm still failing, at least I'm improving! (: I just made a deal with Tim and Chris. Next chem test..I want a 40% pass! (: ok...it's not a pass, but at least an improvement! to hit the 40 mark!
Alrighty, I shall go now. You peeps must be real happy that for once, I've got a pretty good happy entry. Oh well...it's just one of those weeks. Maybe it's because of this weird feeling. Oh well, I don't wanna think abt it anymore. I need time. And It's way...too early to come to any conclusions. So peeps, don't worry about me, I'll be fine. I just need time to heal my bruises. I'm slowly picking myself up.
I fell asleep on a late night train
I missed my stop and I went round again
Why would I want to see you now?
To fix it up, make it up somehow
Baby I'll try again, try again
Baby I die every night, every time
What I was isn't what I am
I'd change back but I don't know if I can
Still I'll try, try again, try again
Baby I die every night, every time
But I was made the way I am
I'm not a stone; I'm just a man
Lay down your arms and I will lay down mine
Rip back the time that we've been wasting
God I wish you could see me now
You'd pick me up and you'd sort me out
Still I'll try, try again, try again
Baby I die every night, every time
CRYSTAL GABRIELLE ALEXIS KOH
4th feb'88
11 years of ij, murdoch college(Perth)