I've never been the kind that you'd call lucky
Always stumbling' around in circles
But I must have stumbled into something
Look at me
Am I really alone with you
I wake up feeling like my life's worth living
Can't recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you're giving
Never knew never knew it could be like this
Back to Perth
I'm sadly back to Perth. I came back to Perth hoping that I'll put everything behind. Seems like I was wrong. I don't know why, I can't seem to move on. I guess it's due to the fact that I did something stupid yesterday. I shouldn't have done that. Instead of making me feel better, it has made me feel like a fool! It has made me feel worst.
Sometimes I wonder why do I do such silly things. I've been a fool over and over again.
I can only hope and pray that I'll have a undisturbed sleep, a sleep without dreams and before I head to bed, I shall pray that I'll get back on land soon. It's so painful and I can't seem to stop these tears from falling.
Sorry peeps, I know I must be strong, but I've failed. I've changed. Don't you peeps think that I've changed? Dern may have turned emo, as for me...I think I'm growing up too fast. I wanna be a kid again. I want back the old me. The girl with less emotions.
Everyday's the same
I feel them merge
I try to separate
Resist the urge
But they tell me
I'll be fine
That it will all get better
Just try to write it down
Or put it in a letter
But the words won't play
And there's no
Easy way to say
Goodbye, goodbye
Keep my head on straight
And don't look down
With all I've pushed away
I'm losing ground
But they tell me
I'll be fine
That it will all get better
Just try to write it down
Or put it in a letter
But the words won't play
And there's no
Easy way to say
Goodbye, goodbye
And from the sidelines
Watch me fall down
And I don't understand
The things I do
But I'll probably be fine
As long as I keep moving
I'll try to write it down
So things just keep improving
Still the words won't play
'Cause there's no
Easy way to say
Goodbye, goodbye
CRYSTAL GABRIELLE ALEXIS KOH
4th feb'88
11 years of ij, murdoch college(Perth)