I've never been the kind that you'd call lucky
Always stumbling' around in circles
But I must have stumbled into something
Look at me
Am I really alone with you
I wake up feeling like my life's worth living
Can't recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you're giving
Never knew never knew it could be like this
i've fallen ill
First it was physically draining and emotionally draining. Now? I'm really physically ill! I've been sick for for the pass erm...3 days? Left school early today after my biology test. Wasn't feeling good at all. Nose running like hell. Throat's itching like hell! Coughing like a dying person. No fever! Which is good!Came home, cooked instant noodles, showered and off to hide under the blankies. Uncle came home, auntie came home, alisa my housemate came home and alll came knocking at my door asking me if I was feeling better. Thank God for people like them. Alisa's going to come knocking at my door later at 10pm to make sure that I'm in bed. Sheesh...
Anw...that's not the point. The thing is...falling sick has made me remember the times when he was there to take care of me. The times when he stayed by my side to sponge me, the times when he used to make sure that I took my medication. Now? That's all gone.
I don't even know if he still cares. But nonetheless, I'm thankful for the friends that I've made over here. Jade, she made honeylemon for me to. She woke up in the morning, went out to the garden to pluck lemons and specially made a bottle of honeylemon for me on wed. That biggg bottle made me pee heaps! but oh well...get rid of all the toxins eh? And Min...She brought a bottle of cough mixture for me! Banana flavoured. Yuck! Took one spoon of it and returned it to her. Now...I'm left with penadol cold! Hopefully it works. And of course...the first person who cared was MICH! She bought losenges for me! (: grape flavoured! haha..that sweet girl...erm...ok...maybe not female. half half! lol...opps.
Oh well,It's the crazy weather that's caused me to fall ill. It's suppose to be winter now, but hmm..it sure doesn't seem like it. One minute hot, one minute cold. My body's not used to it and it has caused my immune system to shut down. Pathogens has entered my weak immune system. Sighs...on top of that..Claire thinks that it's stress that's caused me to fall ill too. Partly true I guess. Since I've been staying in the library every single day to study, head home dinner and study again. Roar! but this week due to my sickness, I could only stay up till 9.30pm and head to bed. Last night...up till 12am to study. Silly me!
Alrighty...there's school tmr. Yes...on a Sat. Chemistry seminar. Nights then...(:
CRYSTAL GABRIELLE ALEXIS KOH
4th feb'88
11 years of ij, murdoch college(Perth)