I've never been the kind that you'd call lucky
Always stumbling' around in circles
But I must have stumbled into something
Look at me
Am I really alone with you
I wake up feeling like my life's worth living
Can't recall when I last felt that way
Guess it must be all this love you're giving
Never knew never knew it could be like this
hiding behind a mask
just 3 months and everything's hitting rock bottom. mood swaying from up to ocean deep. heart pumping for breath. smiles? forced out to hide the pain in there. emotions? out at night, nights? sleepless, wet nights. drained, tired, gone insane, stone, laughter? force it out of me,that's me.
i'm fine...don't worry, i'll survive. i'm just happy that it's not affecting one part of me. one part is good enough. but i'm still wondering why? so puzzled? so lost? so confused. farkleberry! i'm very much incomplete. 3 weeks...give me 3 weeks to sought things out. i'll be fine. sought things out? more like sought myself out. farkleberry,sparkleberry tree! i'm still on track. that one part? on track. need to, have to, want to.
ok..ignore what i've just typed. it only makes sense to me. i'm really fine. extremly fine. [=
CRYSTAL GABRIELLE ALEXIS KOH
4th feb'88
11 years of ij, murdoch college(Perth)